Anxiety

Mommy's feeling rather different today. Must be the hormone change in her. From what she's been able to tell me, she is somewhat.. anxious and scared at the same time. Yup! Being pregnant AGAIN is stressing her. And for some reason, she feels daddy is of no help -- even if he already assured her everything will turn out fine in the end.

At least there's some good news regarding mommy's job. She is extended until January so that means she'll have her 13th month pay. Yehey! At least I'd get to have a nice, simple first birthday party.. I am excited.. three months to go!

And yeah, mommy is still frustrated my hair is still short and I don't have even a single tooth. I can stand perfectly now, inside my crib that is, but can't walk yet (tinatamad pa talaga ako maglakad.. walker walker muna... hahaha)

So back to mommy's dilemma. hay.. drama!!

Daddy went on a party today with his wavemates and somehow mommy refuses to text him back. Mommy still have trust issues when it comes to daddy. However, doesn't do anything about it.. for NOW that is. Call it selfishness (at least that's how i see it..)

My mom's pretty mixed up on her emotions. She is already having a hard time on dealing with the pregnancy. And yes, she is having financial problems. She can't even afford to go through an ultrasound to determine how many weeks my sibling is. Mommy is worried since she got drenched in flood during the typhoon. Not to mention the medicines she took when she had colds and had her toothache extracted. She is worried as to what the baby would turn out to be. Worst of all, she is afraid as to what lolo would have to say.

Stressed as she may feel.. i know she is trying her best to find a solution to all her problems. Financial.. Emotional.. I pity her sometimes. I am just glad that she tells me I am making her happy despite everything she is going through.

I just hope she'll learn to tell the truth. I hope she'll learn when and how to tell them to ease some burden.

Love you mommy! :)

Bored... Bored...

Mommy's at work and I am here on her bed sleeping soundly.. Love it! :)

But in between slumber, I dreamed of her in her desk.. bored to death as she is running out of stuff to do while sitting. I dreamt of her cheking thru her emails, answering to her bosses, and wishing she had a proxy that could work so she can use youtube... hahaha (my mom is so into illegalities talaga!)

Mom's daily routine (when she reaches home):

1. Complain about the flood, and the traffic (this is her first activity eversince Typhoon Ondoy left the disgusting flood). She doesn't take the taxi anymore during the daytime to save some money (good job mommy!) then text daddy she's home

2. Slobber me with a kiss that makes me either really irate or happy she's finally home.

3. Smoke cigar.. now she is fighting the urge not to because she is pregnant again... hehehe

4. Take a bath. She doesn't carry me when she hasn't taken a bath yet

5. Watch TV with me in my walker.
***I love watching commercials. I would scream my lungs out if they would switch it to another channel... or worse, turn the big box off***

6. Sleep and set her alarm she doesn't really follow
***My mom is now hooked up on her "self-declared flexi sched***

7. Wake up -- take a bath -- complain about the flood some more -- hail a cab -- off to work.

8. Log in -- open PC -- check email -- work some -- sulk herself to boredom (not unless there really is an issue on the floor)

So there... :)

Random Acts...

OK.. I'm back...

And mommy and daddy just got their salary... yehey!!! At least I'm happy... **hahahaha**

So there, the icky, disgusting flood hasn't subside in our area. Only a few centimeters was chopped off. At least now, trikes and "pedicab" are able to pass in our area. That made mommy at least a bit relieved.

So today's the 1st of the month. And my parents already received their long awaited salary. And yes, mommy was again having a hard time budgetting her money (this happens almost every 15th and 30th of the month.. tsk.. tsk.. ang gastos nia kase eh.. promise!). At least they were able to buy my important stuff -- milk, diapers, cerelac, bath wash, alcohol.. etc.. :) And yes, my vitamins and hers..

After that, they went to GUILLY's for an eat all you can buffet (yung kapatid ko nakatikim ng eat all you can ah.. hmp). Daddy as usual pig himself out... hahaha! Ninong Lance was with them also. During the course of the meal, ninong finally revealed his alter ego. Well, not really revealed.. more of a "pag-amin". He is really good I might say. Or he is plain "schizophrenic" hehehe...

Right after lunch, they accompanied ninong Lance to buy some personal stuff then headed home.

Daddy was only there for less that 10 minutes... huhuhu... hmp! I missed him kase. He did not stay long as he watched a game in Araneta. Too bad their team lost against Ateneo...