Mommy's feeling rather different today. Must be the hormone change in her. From what she's been able to tell me, she is somewhat.. anxious and scared at the same time. Yup! Being pregnant AGAIN is stressing her. And for some reason, she feels daddy is of no help -- even if he already assured her everything will turn out fine in the end.
At least there's some good news regarding mommy's job. She is extended until January so that means she'll have her 13th month pay. Yehey! At least I'd get to have a nice, simple first birthday party.. I am excited.. three months to go!
And yeah, mommy is still frustrated my hair is still short and I don't have even a single tooth. I can stand perfectly now, inside my crib that is, but can't walk yet (tinatamad pa talaga ako maglakad.. walker walker muna... hahaha)
So back to mommy's dilemma. hay.. drama!!
Daddy went on a party today with his wavemates and somehow mommy refuses to text him back. Mommy still have trust issues when it comes to daddy. However, doesn't do anything about it.. for NOW that is. Call it selfishness (at least that's how i see it..)
My mom's pretty mixed up on her emotions. She is already having a hard time on dealing with the pregnancy. And yes, she is having financial problems. She can't even afford to go through an ultrasound to determine how many weeks my sibling is. Mommy is worried since she got drenched in flood during the typhoon. Not to mention the medicines she took when she had colds and had her toothache extracted. She is worried as to what the baby would turn out to be. Worst of all, she is afraid as to what lolo would have to say.
Stressed as she may feel.. i know she is trying her best to find a solution to all her problems. Financial.. Emotional.. I pity her sometimes. I am just glad that she tells me I am making her happy despite everything she is going through.
I just hope she'll learn to tell the truth. I hope she'll learn when and how to tell them to ease some burden.
Love you mommy! :)
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